'Whispers of the Most high''

I Don’t need People, I need the Ability to be Free!! Can’t you see Chain’s  holding me down? Still you Ask why? I’m in such a Mood, Why sometimes all I can be Is rude. To Simply  see someone Different is a Ability you we Lack at times, So forgive me when I Fight back!! Talk back, I’m sorry I don’t shut up in a World where, With People like us we are made to Shut up...… I have Ability to Speak up so I'll use it, Living in a World where you know, All it is for People like you, Is to say nothing at  all!! Dare I Say, It’s a Crime, Where it’s because we don’t have the time,I’ll Step on Toes here’ I’ll Cross the Lines, No OH, No ,I hope it’s  Fine I only Speak, What will make some Think,  I came from a Family of 8, And for  me to be  Medicated would have been the Normal thing to do, With  all my yelling and Storming throughout Streets

Be to Blessed today,To Pretend to be better than anyone!!!!. In the End, We are all  just a Nobody so Decide to Actually be Someone today, Someone Saved By Grace, Who doesn't want the Spotlight but points all lights on Him!!!     We can Preach on being Christ like, But are we being as Christ like as we Could be? I've seen in more then just a few Churches, It is all about the ' Spotlight' more then we Wanna Admit, I Wanna point all Our Light's on  him not on our Position in Church, Not on how many Follower's we have on Media, Not on what we do in Life, Nothing we do in this life matter's, How much we put our Love on God, Is all  that matter's!! And people stop going to a Church   when  it's all about Our    Position in the Church,,  Cause not everyone can be the top Dog,  not everyone can get the  Position and here's what we're missing, We are Failing when we  Boast about what we are doing in a Church!! Cause...

I NOW SAY SUPPORT ME DAILY!!!!! We've all had Dreams before, But whatever Dream I had in the past is inside the Door I'm stuck knocking at, And I want nothing more cause though it's just a door,it opens and holds my World, You see me here, But only from your View,She Screams Bullet proof, As she walks inwardly yet still Fears falling in a Dark hole all it is is Black she hates Black it reminds her of her past, But she's not staying there, The people around just don't see like she does, If I admitted I always Feared, Was always Depressed trying to impress them All my high school year's I spent there and the Mockery only brought me Closer in, Even though you could see it Wearing on my Skin and Bones I simply Didn't care, I was Depressed and in fact Fell in Love with it, At a young Age I figured Why should I Change Change Meant I needed it, And I don't need anything in my own little world it's all under my Control or though I had Thought, Really I lost ...

I was on looking into my Disability since I didn't look at it most of my Teenage days, So   I Created a support group  online, for understanding more and connecting with those more like me, little did I know I'd be learning just how easy online dating can be done even five Million feet apart,and just on a FB PM, While not understanding the switch, nor Guidelines of Creating a online support group, I Ended up in countless hour's with someone five million feet apart.  3. Top guidelines of Creating a Support Group online,    1. P ersistence in posting, With  Encouragement and uplifting, be kind. 2, Safety in Connection and Communicating. 3. knowing your   proficy setting's,  And Resetting it as often as something seems Un-correct.  It's very important to understand Limits, and not live limitless' Limit's of the online world, Limit's of  how far to go in a Relationship, or just telling the one you li...

As  most of us  Women are we're in Fear of losing, said friendship/ Relationship/ at times so we become the first responder in how our  Codependent relationships  as well  even without it being    Codependent. As Ladies it's our job not to be a first Responder in  a opposite sex relationship, Tip on Fighting for Change don't respond first...Let him initiate .  if your anything like a dominant lady Here's   a tip   on how to Fight for said      Codependent Friendship/ Relationship with the  opposite sex.  let them  initiate first if you both still want it, you both will work for it, and if one is doing all the initiating it won't end..so if you haven't given them time to dwell on it, and consider it needing a change after talking with one another about it being  Codependent. Step back and wait for a change!!   Ball is in your Court (;   It might be hard with a fear of losing...

 If you can talk about your ''Codependency' with the  partner of Relationship, do it but be mindful a Codependent partner might respond in a way to get a Raise out of you and toy with your Emotion's..or make you think otherwise or that you just Misunderstood...,  a  Codependent Friendship is the same it's like a Game of Twister,  on both, You can feel as if it's all fun in games, But  if Tear's fill your eye's, and in your mind,  The Conversation make's you Confused as hell.  For them it's a play your  in/ their play..  s imply act the part.. In our Interacting with  Codependent partner, We  put on a act for  them, we fear losing them. So we don't speak up/Nor call them out, We Fear their Rejection and push away from honesty with them on subject, If your Reading  your probably  in it/ Twisting in Conversasion in acton as well.. it all get's Aimed on you.Cause they know your Dependend on them. As a Women is...

Don't bleed in front of a shark ....One moment of bleeding will make all they see, is bleeding, phase three of Codependency--  Yes Correct this is the People who feed of a Codependency-- in said Friendship/ Relationship. They see your fault's, Call you out, Play on your Emotions' Refuse to let it, Change Them …  it may be cute in all but your the one getting hurt not them....   ''Let  this Change you''   Some Codependent Relationship/friendships. Will never Change  so it's up to us when we see the Truth'' Some may. But most don't' We can let it feed off of us or we can give it up/ give it  The time away/AND RESIST THE  SAME ACTION'S THEY AIM OUR WAY AND HOW WE REACT TO IT..... Or we can stay, Rewind and replay, but  you can not change them, you can only change you here's 5 tips on/ Changing your ways   1. Step one. Might seem like Enough time away but if they Refuse to change you need to keep the time away as...