'Whispers of the Most high''

 Admitting to Failure's, It's Needed, It's a Game changer, Sometimes it may not Feel like it Matter's to Admit our Downfall's at all, I Struggle Constantly with it  Even in our Community, In order to Work, In order to make a Family, Make a living, or just Get By we Need to Admit, When Even the Lord,  Himself  Allowed  so much  limitation on job More then anyone Could Think of I'm Disabled so I'm gonna Speak here to, Power of Admitting for us, Mindset Mindset matter's to, Forgive, Let live, Do what you need to do,     Jesus He didn't give in to any of it,  Jesus was Fast at Forgiveness So I Need to look in me now, Who can I not  Forgive two? Jesus Forgave me,Like I Have to Forgive Him for who he Created me to be,, If you say Lord Forgive me, In all,And any situation's    You Gotta Mean it, That take's us all  a little Deeper and Closer to his Kingdom  I Have had the Hardest time wanting to Admit, and Rea...

 Let's Talk on miscommunication's,Misinformation! When you talk to Someone and it seem's like it's not being understood,  Like they didn't Hear you, Cause they Didn't.. failure to communicate adequately.Ruin's  Fun, Ruin's  Relationship's,Ruin's everyday life, If your Anything like me your be getting in Fight's with Family due to it,,,Sister's Brother's, Mom,Dad and the Smallest Act that tell's you'' Missunderstood''  you wanna make your point Knowen that you've been Misunderstood,   A Misunderstanding, Your Controler comes out  to? You  End up Controling the Fight too, instead of saying, I Was Misunderstood, But it's not Worth it to make my point knowen; We retalliate, We Think of way's to get it to make our point Clear    Was it Worth it!! God didn't Care In fact God died a Painful Death for our  Misunderstanding's!!!! Someone we can alway's come back too. Someone who will alway's unde...

Before I Write I Wanna say Sorry to All who like me who are Disabled To me Disability was just  a Flaw we have, Just a Mistake,  Just a Failure in God's Handiwork wasn't Anything that Could be Used for Good, But I've had some Hard thinking, Some may  put it Wake up Call's and the only Word that Comes to Mind now is 'Strong, Able,  Strength, Love, Brave,  I Was  one who put Disabled people Down just as those who put me down in High school, I Became one And I Had too see that ugliness in me At 21, 21 year's of that Ugly Mindset, Our Mindset is power to All Reading, The Mind I Believe is where it all Start's Hah, I Don't want that Taking over Anymore,   And I want us all to have that Right mindset. Looking back on my Life I Only Regret How I Responded.  I'm Mild,C-p, Ataxia, Type, Also little Autism is there I Don't Wanna Continue  not being Willing to look at Fact's, I Was Unwilling to look into my Disability's till after I Had ...

Right here in this Season Calmness is Everything, Staying Calm,Cool and Colactive but Why in this Season Does it  Feel Harder, More TESTING MORE TRYING.  Here's Where we Learn, When it's Hard, Hot, Heavy,  And Yes, Messy, When Nothing you say Sound's Good. Don't let it Control you, This Season is a, Lack of Understanding Season a Lack of us being Able to Control life, It's a Messy War!! If your a Control Person you Get what I'm saying, The Thing's you Use to Pull off, No Longer Work's, When you use to be Able to Control your Dog going out the Door, And now you Just sit back,let it go, Cause you don't Care and you Don't feel like you have the time to CARE anymore, As you Hold your Little Girl yet she Continues Crying And Fanilly all the Milk spill's Over, And You just don't Feel like Cleaning any of it up. And that's Where we all Need to be to get over this a little Less Focused on Keeping thing's  all Good, It's ok not to...