'Whispers of the Most high''

 I'm on med's and I Realized something while talking to my mom How often do we want a exit the Ugly? Like me i want a job but  i wanna exit from wanting one and not being able to have one and in this world  it can be so  easy to take something to dumb that down even if not really needed I Don't  need med's to sleep  at night, But it's much easier to  get to sleep if your on some  Med's (  Escape from reality) if needed med's are a good thing if not needed it's a fine thing to do, take something cause reality can be a ugly thing, My dad has to do it Due  to his Weak  Heart it's                   Working, it's helping might be a little annoying but Reality can be annoying too, Ugly and Annoying............................

   q     q1233l IT'S LIKE I SAY SUPPORT  ME DAILY!!  We've all had Dreams before, But whatever Dream I had in the past is inside the Door I'm stuck knocking at, And I want nothing more cause though it's just a door it opens and holds my World, You see me here, But only from your View,She Screams Bullet proof, As she walks inwardly yet still Fears falling in a Dark hole all it is Black she hates Black it reminds her of her past, But she's not staying there, The people around just don't see like she does, If I admitted I always Feared, Was always Depressed trying to impress them All my high school year's I spent there and the Mockery only brought me Closer in, Even though you could see it Wearing on my Skin and Bones I simply Didn't care, I was Depressed and in fact Fell in Love with it, At a young Age I figured Why should I Change Change Meant I needed it, And I don't need anything in my own little world it's all under my Control or though I had T