. Starting A Blog is not what i would normally do. but maybe it will help me. I'm known for making Changes in my life. and this is one of them. I like writing to. so who knows maybe i'll ENJOY it. hahaha
Girls are like cats needing somthing to claw their fingernails into. They even have clubs For it , called "cliques." All I ever wanted was to fit into the're so called "cliques." Which brings me to this girl I've met. She's not at all mean or anything. It's just that I get the feeling she just feels sorry for me. And that's the reason why she's ever around me. She's like conscending or something. Like all the girls I've met. Its always One sided me making the times and dates Never both. I realize it's not my problem. It's the girls I hang out with.
I Was thanking about giving up on my Poetry today. Aha I Was in a Giving up Mood Again... I Still Don't know why, Cuz Today was Pretty Much Awesome!!!!! What it Means to me, to give up on my Poetry, If I did, It Would be Like Giving up on Worshiping God, God, And Who I am, Saying I'm Done with it all.... selfishness its a Real thing we all have it in us. Who Am I, To say I'm Done.......No I Live for you Now!!!!!!!! ''This is My Dedication to you'' This is A poem a wrote Today before I Went to Group!!! My Love for you is Bigger then the Moon. Higher then the sky. Deeper then the Ocean. My Love for you is Everlasting. Though the Pain, And the Sorrow, My Love for you is stronger. Lord your Love is Stronger. You Use me, I Say what you say, Do what you do, Its your will for me, And this is my Love for you. Even though I Walk in the valley of the Shadow of Death. This is my Love for you, This is my Dedication to you, And I Live for you...
Just want to Clarify this .... Cerebral palsy is not a disease you need treatment For.. I'm not sick or ill. There is no Cure.. There are two kind's of ....Cerebral palsy... The kind that control's you and all of your Movement.. And the kind you can learn to take Control of.... in my case I can Control it, and part of what's going on is... At 13 year's old I avoided every possible way of talking about the fact I have Cerebral palsy .. Therefore one can not Control what ... they were trying to hard to hide.....Everything that is going on with me right now relates.. And the only cure for me is to Learn how to fully Control. The way's for five year's it has Clearly stated that I May not Like it. But that is the way it is going to affect me until I find those way's of Control.... Doesn't mean I need to look for more problems that I may and may not even have (And I don't need ,my mind to make them up for me either) ...
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