'Whispers of the Most high''

I was at my small group sitting on the fire pit. I put my legs up for awhile because I was tired. That’s what teenagers do. But, it was not a good idea for me, because I just recovered from a broken elbow! Once I put my legs down I fell down and I almost reinjured it, but I didn't, thank God (: Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. The point I'm trying to get to is: Sometimes, temptations will be put in front of you… 1 Corinthians 10:13 says, "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." It’s up to you to see through all the stuff this world has to cover Temptations up. And when I said I almost reinjured my elbow I guess God was showing me that when we fall into Temptations we migh

　I'm waiting fou that day you'll come and we fly away Savior Christ I Stand at your feet you are God alone. I humbly proclaim your name Oh Lord. is like honey to my lips Like water to my soul. Oh Lord  i simply need more to get through the day through the darkness you'll find me  waiting at your feet. May 18 2010

Thru all this pain I can’t shed a tear Thru all this pain I can’t be there Thru all this pain I know You’re near Thru all this pain I’m coming thru No pain no agony You’re here to guide me Even though I can’t find You All I know You’ll pull me thru Even thru the darkness and the light You’ll help me be alright Marriam Miles 08/07/2011

      Like a Father cries to His daughter The LORD is calling me I know this pain is no longer But I can’t see I hear the whispers and the cries all around me My heart is aching My soul cries out for a little relief I know the LORD is comforting me in this agony LORD help me simply see Marriam Miles 08/07/2011

Just because someone is different, doesn't mean you have a right to put them down. You don't know what their life is. They may be contemplating suicide, or being bullied at school.  They may be going  home to a family who doesn't care a bit about them, or being raped; and, the only people they have to talk to are the ones doing it. Just Because you can put someone down doesn't mean you should. God made everyone different, so why do we feel the need to put each other down.   It's not like we're not the same. We all have our own problems. John 13:34-35 says: “A new command I give you: love one another. As I have loved you, you must love one another.    By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another. People need to learn to love each other more. We don't see that what we do to others  is actually what we're doing to ourselves. We don't like to look at the truth of things, we like to cover it up with lie's.  Only  t

Today I was Walking and I saw This Cat Whimpering at me I Walked Away from it and then when I was Done I Walked Back and There the Cat was Sitting on the Ground Waiting for me (:    I Realized How. God Wants Us to be Near Him. and We're just to Caught up with The Things of This World. We Forget About Him and Just Go on with our Lifes ):  But even if we Run Away from Him He'll Always Wait for us He's Never Gonna  Leave or Forsake us.  And Whenever We Find We Have Forsaken Him.  We  Will  be at  the Cross Waiting for him IN TIME .

O.K., so I'm poor, and my parents and I have been homeless. Our homelessness lasted for 1 year. During that time we survived with the help of relatives, motels, ministries and we're  house-sitting. Right now we're paying rent in a  house thats  FOR SALE. I FIND MYSELF WONDERING where we're gonna be living in the next month or two. I mean  after all  these years not once has God  forgot about us.  I JUST NEED TO REMEMBER GODS NOT GONNA FORGET!! Im  thankful that he hasn't yet.. I  Believe That Everything that  happens in my life is there to make me stronger for whats to come. It's Life... you can only learn to dance with it or jump over it. (:

Girls are like cats needing somthing to claw their fingernails into. They even have clubs For it , called "cliques."  All I ever wanted was to fit into  the're so called "cliques." Which brings me to this girl I've met. She's not at all mean or anything. It's just that I get the feeling she just feels sorry for me.  And that's the reason why she's ever around me. She's like conscending or something. Like all the girls I've met.  Its always One sided me making the times and dates Never both. I realize it's not my problem. It's the girls I hang out with.

Today, while I was helping in Sunday School a little kid came up to me and said "why do you talk so wierd"? Basically, I just ignored the situation, hoping it wouldn't come up again. Then  another kid asked me "Why do you speak  so wierd"? So yet again the s ituation came up. Thinking what I could possibly say, I finally came up with just the right thing to say. This is what I said;  "God Makes Everyone Different, Not One Is The Same."  On the way home I realized that "I've Never Really Accepted Who I Am." All the kids I've met in my lifetime with a disability like me are all the people I was just plain out mean to. Which brings me to a boy in my old apartment who always wanted to hang out with me. He was always doped up with pills because  of his  Autism . I always made up an excuse not to hang out with him and make  mean things to say about him, it was really mean of me. None of the kids in that apartment area liked him. All he real

giving thanks to God for my life.  even though i don't  know what way i'm   going at times. God  will Guide my way

 I find it hard to devote time out of my day to God.    and  i try to look on  the positive. but i just go back to the negative.  its like one day i'm happy the next i'm sad. i just don't get it.  but i'm not giving up on God. thats one thang i do get

 .   Starting A  Blog is not what i would normally do. but maybe it will help me.  I'm known for making Changes in my life. and this is one of them.  I like writing to. so who knows maybe i'll ENJOY it. hahaha