I find it hard to devote time out of my day to God. and i try to look on the positive. but i just go back to the negative. its like one day i'm happy the next i'm sad. i just don't get it. but i'm not giving up on God. thats one thang i do get
. Starting A Blog is not what i would normally do. but maybe it will help me. I'm known for making Changes in my life. and this is one of them. I like writing to. so who knows maybe i'll ENJOY it. hahaha